Went back to work today but it didn’t stick. It’s hard to not feel weak and disheartened by the outcome. At times, the people around me at work felt like overfamiliar strangers - despite how amiable everyone is. Sometimes the distance hurts more than others. Right now I’m left feeling obsolete and adrift. I wish someone cared enough to show me in a way I could currently comprehend. But time spent wishing is time wasted. I can’t find the words, this isn’t right.